In Silence, a Tear Fell

It has been a difficult year. I feel sadness during this holiday season when we should be feeling Joy and Festiveness within. I have lost three family members, three friends, and an old love. 

I am feeling home sick today, and know that I remember all the good times that I have shared with the ones that are passed on. It is difficult to celebrate inside. I love my life, and will put on the joyful face, but know that deep within I feel this small pain of loss.

I hold the faith that I will meet these that have moved on one day again, and know that shared joy. But for now, the sadness and loss gets me. I know that many have lost loved ones that were near, and dear to them. 

I feel their pain, because they are people that are important to me. This is the first Christmas that I won’t be able to say Merry Christmas to them, in this place. I will pass on this thought to them, and remember them in my heart. 

I will continue, until we meet again. My tears in silence will fall, and only God will hear them. My heart is heavy, and only He can lighten the burden. 

In hope and faith,

I am Yours..

Equal Exchange Of Energy

Monday, December 16th

Today I awoke feeling a sense of silence within me and realized that I was feeling the call to renew my spirit and soul with the truths that have embraced me since I was 11 years old.  The knowing of the existence of Light that we are unable to obtain in the dense energy of consciousness that plagues this planetary third dimension.  

Today I found myself in the memories of Confucius and his beautiful teachings of dignity and compassion, to resolve issues maintaining the essence of goodness and truth. I weeped and found myself in a place of cleansing and seeking relief from the energies I continuously put myself in and receive back hurt and sadness. The lessons I have come to overcome and understand while visiting this dimension of soul growth and healing.

For years I have been a student of Jesus and Mary, the Ascended Masters and of the Virtues of God, and yet, I cannot always maintain their teachings and my mind drifts into the dramas of this world that are not real, yet they feel real, the words real and the intentions real, yet the emotions by which they are stated and sent forth only support a fleeting energy of loss of control through fear and lack of faith in the moment.  And those are the energies that I allow myself to feel bad about, the focus is drawn into the negative and painful fleeting moments of someone else's lack of compassion and understanding,

the facts not true in most cases, someone elses judgments based on their limited experiences and fears.  I sat in meditation wondering why it is we do this to ourselves, there can be no blame placed on another as it is our own weakness and fears that allow the emotions to enter into our energy fields.  

As I wept I thought about all the friendships I have sustained in my life, the extraordinary parents who created a family life for them and me and the friends they brought into my life, those who would affect my understanding of this world.  When I finished the cleansing process and the weeping, I realized that I continue fall into the emotions and attitudes and lies that others present as truth and I have accepted into my being placing me at an emotional risk and at a soul level spending too much time wondering why someone would choose to deliberately make choices knowing that someone else trusted them or believed them, or were friends with them. I know in my heart this behavior of reckless non-respective and hurtful energy would continue until they woke up to their own lack of love and respect for themselves and became an awareness within their own souls.  Therefore,not to allow myself to be judged, be hurt or allow that energy to take another moment of my life force was the action that would allow me to step into my next space and next journey.

I have known this truth forever and a day, but, each time I allow myself to see myself deeper and with greater spiritual clarity, the teachings of the Masters become stronger and my foundation in life becomes my solid in order for me to do the teachings I have come to this planet to do in this lifetime.

For me I have spent a lot of my life force surrendering time and effort on those who only turn around and think I am weak and take advantage of my joy of giving.  Also finding myself with individuals who feel the need to explain life, their expertise of things that I am very well versed in, I simply I sit in pure joy of their explanations.  This gives them the opportunity to feel good about themselves.  For me the lesson is tolerance and kindness, giving them the opportunity explore and expand their knowledge and wisdom by explanation and being heard. This is a way of living the teachings of the Great Masters who are in delight of our growth and excitement of faith in ourselves and their kindness to allow us to be “knowing”. I have been amazed at how many individuals actually sit and explain psychic energy, and explain the dimensions and the paranormal to me as if I have not been on this pathway ever.  Yet, I find it liberating to see others reach a place within themselves to share this knowledge with me.  So you see, it is really about perception and intention rather than emotion and judgments.

Recently I feel that in my personal life I have come to a crossroads and what I will chose for the last part of my evolution in this dimension.  I have fully been present for those I love deeply and care for.  There have been those who have taken advantage of me, and have not lived by the equal exchange of energy; actually believing I am not aware of their abilities to manipulate me, thinking for sure I have no idea forgetting once again about my abilities and my connections and how I lived my life for many, many years before they even met me and all that I have created and done, yet, really believing I am unaware, stupid to some degree and weak giving them the opportunities for me to do what “they” want.

It is humorous to me, as I only do what I chose to do and for how long and for who I chose to do for.  Yet, the energy is she can’t drive by herself, she doesn’t know about this or that, I can be kind and loving and say what she wants to hear and I will get what I want and once again I have manipulated her for my own well being..That of course is just a silly interpretation of who I am and what I know and what I do. I know I create my own reality and therefore, I am well aware of the deception being created and executed.

A friend always says, we use each other in one way or another to get something out of it.  I don’t like that definition at all, it hurts my soul to hear those words and yet, it is true. It does not mean negative or positive action but what it is in this dimension is the “isness” of life.  Seeking what we need and find a way to receive it and hopefully a balanced outcome will occur.  However, my experience is that there is a very profound lack of equal exchange of energy taking place in the consciousness and actions of this world.  It is disturbing to witness it.  And yet, I have done it, not accepting my own value and setting up others to “owe” me in the field of karma, because all actions create karma whether it is positive or negative.  Each individual must place a value to their actions and what they receive back as equal or not.

After my meditation this morning and these realizations coming forward in my mind once again, I have decided to make this crossroad one to allow the equal exchange of energy to be a major change in my life.  This will create an avenue of less “karmic debt” on all parts and parties to whom I have in my life.

If you do not understand the “equal exchange of energy” I would suggest strongly that you find out what it is and make decisive decisions that will correct your karma for the future lives that you will encounter, this false belief that once you leave this dimension you are finished with all that, you are incorrect, as the school becomes much more difficult and less forgiving.....In other words if you have not allowed your soul to learn the basic laws of God (creator) understood the virtues and live by them and have chosen to pretend you are too spiritual, finished your karma, you are about to wake up to a whole new classroom that will have instant karmic consequences and if you think this is fast you will be in for the surprise of your Soul LIfe....

So for me, I am correcting all that I have allowed to be loose and not firm in my belief system, to live by the law of Equal Exchange of Energy and make the next part of my journey here, one of Balance and Joy.  Balance is about finding out where you are living your truth and value and create the energy of being out of balance in life and fixing it.  Karma is created every single day you wake up and every single action to take for there is a law  “for every action there is a reaction” and these laws can not be ignored or changed.  Once again it is the “isness of the universal mind”...

As you can tell it was a very busy meditative experience I had this morning with the thought of my next crossroads and who and what I chose to continue with in my life and with who.  Remember “WE CREATE OUR OWN LIVES AND WE HAVE A DESTINY TO FULFILL” I hope you make it a good one....

May your journey offer you a crossroads to open your mind and heart to take the path that will best serve your SOUL AND SPIRITUAL GROWTH AND DEVELOPMENT.

In love and joy of life and renewal.....

Oneesha

A Story of Faith

So...yesterday I posted a story about the Pope in which he declared that all religion is valid and worthy of inclusion. I found it amazing that a world leader, "the voice of God", and arguably the most powerful religious figure in the world would substantiate a philosophy that would give such great hope for peace and understanding in our lifetime. Something (I feel) is sorely missing in the world we live in.

Today, it was made clear that the article was unsubstantiated......a fraud.. a satire of the Pontiffs philosophies… and yet… as my friend pointed out, isn’t it wonderful that in a short amount of time we could believe that this man had made such a statement? I love a pilgrimage to see the Virgin Mary’s image in a slice of toast, I admire the disciple much more than the cynic (for I myself can be most cynical), and yet I still allow that wonderful nebulous hope to enter my soul. You can either, butter that toast, eat it and feed yourself only, or allow that “miracle” to nourish many and give great hope. (I have read this analogy somewhere before, with loaves and fishes) I for one, prefer to believe in miracles. It is miraculous that the race has not become so overrun with bitterness and pessimism that we can still believe in the divine reaching out through sourdough and rye.

It is neither the bread nor the vision that is important. It is those who believe in the miracle that foster my own beliefs. I do not care if it is a fraud.

I do not.

I have seen in other homes, a crèche, with a baby king and a virgin mother. An angel is on high, and around it are wise men and shepherds who traveled by starlight. Is that for real? I can’t say, but I do know that it gives hope to many, gives hope to me, and the very thought of it restores my faith. And I totally love that.

I admire those who are of great belief, even if those beliefs are not my own. This fraud has only given me MORE hope for the good the Pope has done. Love a believer, always have, and always will. That is called faith, brother. And that is all that God (in any form) requires. I will someday have grandchildren, and I would like for the world to be a better place for them. I believe in this possibility. I must. I want for them a bakery full of deity toast. Oh! The smell of it!

I will not feel foolish for rejoicing in the fact that there is a world leader who is restoring my faith in humanity. I will not.

I will happily stand with the faithful. They have the tastiest and most nourishing of baked goods.
Merry Christmas to all, and God bless us every one.

I read this on facebook, and thought it was a Great Message. I thank you for all that is done.

peace

Loss and Gain - Thanksgiving

It is 2:20 am and wide awake I AM.  Many thoughts about life running through my mind at this time preventing me from sleep time.  My thoughts take me to the place of my heart and my mind reminds me, it really does not matter what your intention is and how genuine you are there are those who will not accept you or your light.  We all hold a certain perception and intention to every situation and activity within our lives.  Some individuals hold it in a very quiet place within and others offer it to others to be felt and known.

For my entire life, I have wore my feelings on my sleeves.  I am open and as honest as possible and open my heart to almost everyone I meet, allowing them to either accept me or not. However, when I have opened my heart to those who I thought I knew or would like to know and it is rejected, my emotions have always taken me into a place of rejection and sadness wondering what I had done or what I have said to create such a lack of response.

My life has always been one of family and friendship.  It is true, I meet individuals and believe without doubt that their intentions are as mine, when we all know that is not even close to the truth.

Twice this month I trusted the words of those selling something and have found that it was a scam and I started to think about how this has become a way of life in our world.

It has always been and I guess always will be until we reach the place of enlightenment as

a planetary consciousness.  The lesson I have had to learn and I guess not that well, is that we can not just trust another human being by what they are saying for them it is easy to lie to your face, take your money and have no consciousness of right or wrong, just do whatever they want and without any remorse.  I called these young boys because of their behavior not their ages.  But, I was reminded they were young men because they were in the 20’s. This gave them more responsibility for their actions.

I have worked on myself in this life to not let this happen, but, the truth is my heart and mind do not work that way, I meet someone they tell me and I accept it as the truth to only find out they were just setting me up..I did ask this time for proof of their charity and thought I had received it, I didn’t of course they just give me a conversation and shown some papers and so thought these two young men were sincere and of course you know by now they were not.

My thoughts have led me to this sad place within that our free will has made it okay to be mean, to lie, to deceive and to hurt others without any emotion about it.  There are those of us who don’t think like that ever, we would never lie or deceive someone on purpose.

And no matter how hard I work at it, I am one who walks right into their deception because I choose to believe in people, I choose to believe that people are honest and caring and I do know without a doubt that is so no true.

It happens in my relationships, I don’t understand how individuals can be rude and mean when you don’t even know them, understanding it is their own energy and what they put out they will if they are not already getting it back.  I open my home and let people into my life and have been rejected, hurt and ignored and it is my own home.  It is remarkable to me that we live in a world where rudeness is accepted as an excuse for something, lies are accepted and being taken advantage of is the normal.  However, I continue to chose the path that keeps my heart open and giving.  There are times like tonight where sleep is a distant desire because my mind is working through the emotions.  I know some think I am stupid or dumb, or just unaware, but that couldn’t be further from the truth.  I am very aware and I am very awake and I continue to take the chance with those who enter my life because I really want to see the good and kind in people.  I really do, it is not a weakness as some would like to believe about me, it is actually my strenght because I remain true to myself and to my beliefs and it keeps me from losing faith in humanity.  

Do I complain, of course, am I sarcastic at times, yes, it is my mechanism to handle the discomfort and the facts are there is an entire breed of people who just don’t care about other people, they don’t open up to their own inner light and they hurt others because they really just don’t care about them.  And I choose not to become someone like that.

I have learned to “Bless” myself free from their lack of compassion and consideration, kindness and their abilities to take life and other human beings for granted and they would rather be a person who lies and takes advantage of others.  

When we walk upon this very tiny planet, we are walking with our brothers and sisters of the Creator and so we are one big family who has brothers and sisters who are bullies, liars, hateful and who we absolutely don’t trust.  There are brothers and sisters who know who to hurt and take for granted and take from them just because they can and they do, and there are brothers and sisters who forgive and let live (although, there may be words and hurt emotions) we continue in the relationships because after all we are all connected by the same parents, of the Heavenly Holies.

Kindness and compassion are often mistaken for weakness, but,I can assure you that is not correct for those who chose to live in their world with kindness and compassion are the strongest of all because they walk with God and know that those who behave, live and act out of rudeness, meanness and rob and steal and hurt others physically and mentally are the weakest of all in their Divine Will, they chose to ignore their goodness and they refuse to be thankful and kind; for life has been difficult and harsh perhaps, yet, it is no excuse.  For within all of us is the Light of God and the energy of Divine Will.  For many it is because their lives have not been filled with love and caring, joy and abundance, therefore, for them it is justified that they hurt others and take from them.  I pray that one day they reach deep inside and they find the Light of God and that they accept there is another way of living.  WE can not judge another’s journey but, we don’t have to accept their way into our lives.  What we can do is forgive and bless no matter how hurtful and painful the situation has been, to be mean back, to hate and to not to forgive is a much deeper pain that blocks us from loving ourselves and others.

So yes, those young men took me as a fool, got a check (which I canceled) and thought they pulled another fast one, did and didn’t.  Yes, those who enter my home or life and refuse my kindness and friendship and made a point or hurt me, in actuality, they have only hurt themselves for their blessing basket did not receive blessing, their debt basket grew and the karma at the end will be theirs and theirs alone.

So I guess at the end of the day, the actions of others must be disengaged from and given to a higher place.  And for me, it is to realize that life is as it is meant to be for everyone learn their lessons and by the grace of God receive healing and acceptance of those things we believe have caused us harm and accept the Grace of Forgiveness and know that it does not belong to us and has nothing to do with us except for a moment in time when we were a part of someone else’s journey as we continue on our own journey.

Yesterday being Thanksgiving, I thought about how family and friends are the most important to me in this world and I am so thankful that my family was here with good food, laughter and conversation and each one who came had the opportunity to be love and a part of the whole.   Thanksgiving is for us to know we are loved and a part of something bigger than just ourselves.

Thanksgiving is not about the food (although yummy) it is a time to gather and to be together,

to share and to love....Laughter helps us heal and Laughter brings us closer together.

When we make time for our family and friends we are feeding ourselves light and love and today I was fed plenty.  I am so grateful.

To All those I love and all those who I am to love in the future...Let us remain true to ourselves and fill our blessing baskets with effortlessness and be joyful to do so.

Oneesha

Thanksgiving Dinner Drive

 

          

Ministry Of Thee Angelic Light

Good Morning Everyone,

It is time for us to start our Thanksgiving Dinner Drive. We have selected a family of six this year who have meet some challenges financially.

At this time, we require all the fixings to create a blessed and full

Thanksgiving Day Feast.

You can drop off your gifts at my house starting this Sunday.

308 Capri Road, Mesilla NM...

Turkey

Stuffing/Dressing

Cranberry Sauce

Rolls

2 or 3 kinds of Veggies

Potatoes or Sweet Potatoes

Rolls and Butter

Couple pies

Aluminum Foil

Napkins

or anything else you would like to give...

We thank you at the Ministry Of Thee Angelic Light for your generosity to feed a desiring family.

Blessings,

Rev. Martha Turner

Letter Introduction to doTerra Oils

Martha (Oneesha) Turner
 
Greetings Everyone,
I usually send my writings to our blog: Heart Of The Dove Ministries.blogspot, but this time I wanted to send my writing out on email.,  For the past 11 years (how time flies) I have been
working with Essential Oils as a certified Aroma therapist.   My love of essential oils have been a gift in my life and many others who decided to experience them and bring them into their lives.

For years I have been a formulator creating “Angel Waters by Oneesha”...They are the product
of Angelic guidance.  

Now I find myself using a wonderful product called doTerra Essential Oils.  They are pure essential oils which means they are not $5.00 oils, they are food grade and safe.
doTerra produces oils which assist us with health care and well being.

 

 
My favorite essential oil is Frankincense.  It is a miracle oil as far as I am concerned.  It has helped me within my life for my health and I am thankful for this essential oil every day.
We are in a crisis in our country with our health, emotional and mental well-being.  We have found ourselves filling our medicine cabinets with all kinds of medicine over the counter and from our doctors.  We spend enormous amount money trying to become well and healthy to live a good life.
What I have found is that by using essential oils which are natural to our bodies we are able to have a quicker and more empowering experience healing.  I have found that these essential oils have assisted with my health issues which are asthma, angina and CAD.  
 
I use Lavender for scratches, cuts and pain.  I use their product for breathing and coughing.
I recently had a horrible allergy problem and infection in my lungs.  I did go to the Dr. and receive medicine to use.  When after a couple of weeks the problem remained causing me to cancel appointments and not feeling well at all, I used their product ON GUARD.  My cough has stopped and my breathing is much better.
 
My digestive track has been off because of the medicine I have been taking and the infection,
therefore I have been using their Digestzen to help take that sick feeling away.
My income is my social security check and my pension.  Therefore, I can not waste my money and must make decision that serve my highest and best.  And I can tell you that even if a bottle of essential oil seems expensive, the amount of drops in the bottle can last a long time and is something that truly does assist you immediately as the essential oils begin to work within 6 minutes of the time you put it on your body, or take into your body.
 
So in my medicine cabinet there are essential oils:  lavender, frankincense, peppermint, on guard, geranium, and many others along with my Angel Waters.  It is so important for us to find healthy and natural ways to help ourselves.  Mother Nature has all we require for helping us with our infections, breathing and pain.  
 
I have had back problems and shoulder pain since I was in a car accident the only thing that brought me relief was frankincense and Deep Blue Rub...That Deep Blue, oh my is powerful.
I put that on and in a few minutes the pain is calmed down and then it is gone.
 
My hair is light, thinning and just filled with gray hair so therefore it does not like to follow the brush movements it would prefer to go crazy and look independant from me...oh I just can’t stand it....Now I use the doTerra Shampoo with the wonderful essential oils and everyone has been commenting on how nice and shinning and pretty my hair looks.  It is fuller as well.
 
If you are receiving this letter from me it is because I know you and I want to offer you this information as your friend and ask you to take a moment and visit my website and try the doTerra oils.  I know you will fall in love with their results just like I have.

These oils are wonderful for babies as well as the elderly...

I would love to have a decision with you about the oils and assist you in any way I can.

Thank you for taking the time to read my letter and letting me introduce you to the
doTerra Essential OIls.
 
Please visit my website:     http://mydoterra.com/heartofthedove
 
Blessings and joy,
Marty Turner
575-644-2321
heartofthedove3@comcast.net

 

Spirit Communications

I would like to introduce you to the work God has led me to do at this time in my life. For many years I have been a professional psychic, psychic teacher and energy healer. I have been a channel for the Ascended Master Hilarion and the Counsel of Light. 

My gifts along the way, being able to teach at a community college in New England for 8 years and to teach at community college for around 4-5 years in New Mexico.  It has been my job to

teach spiritual classes Opening Your Heart to the “I AM” Presence Within and the Spontaneous Cellular Release Practitioner Certification Program. I have been a spiritual advisor and guide for a healing center in Vermont.  My life has been full and filled with Joy. 

I have been able to conduct Sunday Services which are spiritual and metaphysical and to ordain many individuals who wanted to have a deeper and more personal relationship with God. All my life has been fulfilling.  I am deeply grateful. 

God brought my Twin Flame into my life and he assisted me back to my health and added to my life more information on cosmic awareness and biblical knowledge to my life.  He protected me and assisted me in teaching and promoting our center.  We were able to do wonderful classes and workshops together, as well as readings and healing together. 

Now, God has asked me and guided me to work more in the field of Spirit Communications.

To open my fields of psychic energy and intuitive awareness to bring to those seeking comfort, resolution, healing and forgives their loved ones.  Those individuals who in their lives, have made their transition from the physical realm to the next realm of growth and spirituality.

I have always had this gift and have done it for many years but not as a full time offering.

Now, at this time when people are becoming more aware of the many mansions of God and realize that we can communicate and we can receive healing and knowledge from those who have departed, I am asked to make this my focus.   

I love to communicate with family members both here and in the next.  It gives my heart great joy to help someone feel comforted and healed by these messages.   

Having work in the field for over 38 years I have released hundreds of beings leave this dimension and continue their journey in spirit form.  It brings sadness to my heart when there are loved ones stuck in between worlds so I am dedicated to assisting in their transition to the best of my abilities.  The gift that came naturally to me when I was 23 years old has guided me down this pathway of house readings and releasing souls as I communicate with them. I now focus on this part of my journey and offer sessions to communicate and receive healing, comfort, resolution and peace by asking your loved ones to come forth. 

This is also a time to work through grief, anger, frustration and loneliness and I offer sessions to move through the difficult and painful moments with you. 

I have experienced the loss of both my parents and being with them at their time of transition and I thank God every day that I was given the opportunity to be with them and to say a prayer and to anoint them with Frankincense and love them home.

 

These also has brought me to offering Memorial Services with my partner, Rev. Gerald Martin. Having the perfect Memorial Service to help you heal and receive love from family and friends and to start the process of letting go... 

To make an appointment in person or by phone you can reach me by calling 575-644-2321

or heartofthedove3@comcast.net. 

May God Bless You and Bring You Comfort and Peace.

Rev. Martha Turner

Ray of Hope

November 4th, 2013

Good Morning,

This morning I woke up thinking about our Nation and our future.  I began to think about all the negative energy we are sending out towards the government.  The people, we as the nation entrusted with our freedom and our rights to live in this country.  I began to think about how destructive we have become with listening to the media, those who are paid to convince us to look at certain situations in their favor, their goals and their agendas, nothing to do with TRUTH.

I started to think about my distrust and sadness that our government has become a business rather than a government serving us and protecting us.  Their lies, betrays, big money and lack of concern for the citizens.  I wondered to myself what on earth.  What happened to our Constitution, what happened to honesty, what happened to serving the Nation.

Why are we allowing them to take our rights away?  Why are we allowing them to keep us broke and mess around with our money, making choices we don’t agree with or we don’t even know about until it is an issue for us in how we live.  How did our government grow so huge and when was it okay for those in congress and the senate to make so much money, who said that was okay? 

What happened to our Freedoms?  Why are we standing by and allowing this to take place.

We have lost our compassion, our truth, our rights and our legal means.  We have lost faith in our government, those we put into office.  

They are individuals who are not fulfilling their contracts, they are making decisions and then they spend millions on trying to force us to believe they are doing it in our best interest when if fact that which is for our best interest is shut down and taken away from us.

Taxes, bills, debt, how are we suppose to live?  They tell us we must pay our taxes to the IRS and yet, our government is not doing the right things with our money.  

It appears to me they are really changing the blueprint of our nation and OUR GOVERNMENT does not really care one bit about the American Way Of Life - meaning Liberty and Justice for All.,

I know I don’t know the answers, I don’t know how to get their attention, I don’t know how to change this downward spiral and this negative vibrations filling us every day.  Our doubts, our fears our broken down cities and school systems, people changing our History because someone said they could...

But what I do know is that if we ask God with sincerity and with love and gratitude to help us we will receive the help we need.  Please pray to your God and ask for help before our Nation no longer exist and we have no way to get it back.

In love and light,

Marty

Only In God We Trust